overpowering

Why do people need the feeling of believing they're better than you? Why can't we all be equal. Guys need the feelings of power, so they act like they don't care just so they can have the upper hand. Girls wanna be better than every other person around them. Everyone is so stuck up. The way people go about things just makes it worse. The less you talk to someone, the more you want them to talk to you. All of the little games everyone plays with each other is so tiring. Girls can't be annoying cause then there a slut. But guys treat girls like shit and get all the attention. Why can't it just be like hi i like you, your cool, lets be friends. Girls have to act like a bitch to be friends to people because that comes off as cool and everyone wants to be friends with the popular kids. People make fun of you just so they can feel a little better about themselves. I'm always happy to make someone else feel better, probably why I just laugh about every little thing someone makes fun of me for. But there comes a point when you want so badly to say enough is enough. 4 years is almost up, and I have yet to come up with the right thing to say to get my point across that I'm not always laughing on the inside when I get made fun of, cause honestly, I know people make fun of me behind my back and most importantly to my face. Sure, it's a joke. But really, can't you find something else to talk about. Something important. Or do you have to tear down someone's spirits to make yourself feel better. That's the one thing I'm looking forward to in going to college, being a normal girl trying to fit in... just like everyone else.

I'm sick of these game, probably because I am so bad at them. I do the opposite of everything, I try and play it cool and wait to text someone back, but it's all so stupid. I usually go against the rules and do what I want cause, well, I'm my own person but it's exhausting. Ever seen the movie He's just not that into you? I've learned so many lessons in that movie than some people learn in a relationship. We are all the rule, no exceptions. Every little detail we see, or feel, or hear, gets blown out of proportion because we all plays these games, and everyone plays them differently so you don't know the true ones from the fake ones. (ps, when I'm talking about everyone, i mean guys and girls) People are crazy. I can go on forever.
Peace&Love