number one

HI. I'm very new to this, I have very little experience in writing as well because, well, i don't do much in school. I just thought maybe this will be a good way to let out some steam going through my head, I can be a very emotional person, but i keep it locked in which gets hard sometimes. My life these days isn't very interesting, mostly boring, uneventful. So these blogs will most likely not be interesting, mostly boring, uneventful. But what can you do. Right?

ANYWAYS.
Yesterday, a friend of mine took 240 of me for ap photo project. Her subject was colors of emotions. I put on 8 different color shits and each color was a different emotion. She also painted my face 10 different times like the picture. I now have a new respect for models and actors,. Orange and yellow signified happiness and joy, so easy for me. Red was anger and war, I realized I am not and can not be an angry person, the pictures sucked. Purple was faith which I have a lot of, green was envy and jealous, also nature. White means pure and black means mysterious death which was very hard for me to think about and show in just one facial expression. Last, was blue. Depression. So many thoughts running through my mind in how to show such emotion in your eyes. Being a model is a very powerful thing to do, it's kindof like your own personal therapy session, but nobody actually knows what's going through your head. It's refreshing.
Peace&Love