stuck in reverse

Most people say, high school is a time for figuring yourself out, and notice how your relatives and family friends are always like, "those were the best days of our lives" well I just don't get it, because everyone I talk to in school wants to get out of this place. None of my friends are like, yeah lets all go to college together, like bullshit, I'm getting as far away as possible. The other side of the country. We are all living in this little world of ours but we are all dying to get out and see the world. And to be honest, I'm scared shitless of the world. I'm scared I won't be good enough. I'm scared I made a wrong decision in choosing where I want to go to school. I'm scared I won't fit in. I'm scared that college drama will be the same bullshit as high school drama. I'm scared of trusting people. I'm scared of opening up and getting hurt. I'm scared i could have done something different, something better. I'm scared I will realize something important, and it will be too late. I'm always stuck in reverse, and I want college to be different. I don't wanna wake up one day and regret things, I'm not one to regret things.